I feel stupid.

Ya Allah... I feel so stupid were miss the opportunity. Selected person and it is me. Okay. So stupid. Although I've got another three weeks, why do I miss that? Why Aida ? If not, I can get new experience already. So stupid because stupid decision without thinking. Now I miss the special opportunity for me. Hahahahaha.....malay proverb "sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian tidak berguna" no one regrets now but will regret later for taking decisions without thinking and the person is me. hahaha...